OH SHIT TWILIGHT!

Okay i like Twilight. But it has gone TOOO FUCKING FAR!!! Everywhere I turn there is twilight this twilight that. As if there are not more interesting forms of literature and movies out there. WTF! It makes me want to scream!!!!!!!!! “GET A FUCKING NEW BOOK!” I understand that New Moon is coming out, and everything, but I hate seeing this shit everywhere everyday. They have made a Wuthering Heights Twilight addition book. WTF those two books have NOTHING….NOTHING AT ALL in common. *takes a deep breath.* That was my rant for the day.

My Vent: The Myspace Girlfriends pt. 1

Okay so very rarely do I ever get on myspace. Too much drama is generated from that place in my opinion, and I’m the type of person that if you send me a hateful message, you’re gonna get one right back. I don’t believe in beefing over myspace. Or beefing period. It’s stupid. BUT! I hate, really despise when girls log on to their Boyfriends myspace’s for the sole purpose of starting shit. Like it really irks and pisses me the fuck off. It’s retarded, and immature. Really. I’ll give you two examples starting with the most recent. And this shit always so happens to generate around my ex’s. On that note. For some odd reason I have the natural ability to be friends with my ex’s. Once it’s over, it’s over, no feelings in the way, they can do they thing I ‘ll do mine. I never had a problem with their girlfriends after me, I don’t hate, nothing zip nada.

So today I went on myspace for the first time in a long to checked my comments, and checked my messages. I had one from my ex John (not his real name changed for certain reasons.) So i read it and it says. No he will not be Kalin (yes obviously this person as a spelling problem) you love his wife. My reaction was this: Wow that was like a million years ago. Don’t worry sweetie, I’m in a different country, been there done that.  Note she sent me this message a few days ago. The last time I talked to John was in March, maybe April. She was replying to a message I sent that long ago. Anyways my reaction could’ve been worse, but I checked myself. Why  would I need to be sweating some chick I don’t know for a dude I no longer have feelings with.

The other time this happened was a while back. This experience was a bit different though. See me and this dude Bob (yes I did change that name ^.^ too.) Dated for a few months, but it ended when he cheated on me. With the chick who wanted to start shit with me over him. Now when this started I had another boyfriend who I was, and still am madly in love with. ^.^ Any who things went down like this. Bob lives near my grandmothers house, so naturally when I went down there (by this time me and him were cool.) I hung out with him for a few minutes, he met me at the movies. Then he left, me and my brother watched the movies, I went home. Everything was fine, so I thought. Then the a few days, later as I was about to leave and I was checking my messages and the girl ( for all intent purposes we’ll call her Sally) sent me a message from Bob’s myspace account, talking mucho shit. The last thing she said was I WISH HE WOULD”VE MET YOU. So I kindly >.> talked shit, and then added. Bitch he did come see me. (Immature I know but like I said I cannot walk away from someone talking shit to me without saying a few words of my own.) So anyways we went back in forth for a few hours, until finally I was like…fuck it I’ll be the bigger person. Sorry or whatever. But I. DON’T. WANT. YOUR. MAN. Then we talked, and the more we talked, the more it seemed as if Bob was instigating the whole argument. And yes Bob (you know who the fuck you are, I’m still feeling salty over this shit!) you and me both know you lied. Any who in the end I apologized, we called off the ass whuppings we were going to give each other. It was squashed.

But had I not been the bigger person and said fuck it, It’s not worth fighting over a dude I don’t want, Sally would’ve got her ass beat. >.> Any who. Girls if you’re going through all of this trouble to keep your man. His rusty ass isn’t worth it. Don’t get mad at the female, get mad at the dudes. Females could truly run the fucking world if we weren’t so busy fighting each other over some sorry ass dude who is just laughing at us anyways. Like some girls are just dirty like that, but most aren’t, it’s not fucking worth it.

Older Guys V. Younger Guys: part 1 rated M

So a while back probably when I was about 16 years old I realized I liked older guys. Better yet, I preferred them to younger guys, although I never really could understand why. At first I blamed in the the fact that many guys my age and younger and immature. Which they are, until I dated a few older guys who were just as equally immature. It was heartbreaking I assure you. Anyways I figured I want to talk about sex, honestly and openly. If sex makes you nervous or whatever, than don’t read this. If it disgust you please don’t read this. *Ahem* If you have a problem with people having sex before marriage and you think I’m a bad person who will burn in the pits of Hell…than leave. Don’t waste your time typing a comment, which will in turn make me waste my time deleting it. Why the hell would you read this after this disclaimer if you felt that way? Than again there are those kinds of people.

Now back to the topic. One thing I noticed during my short almost 19 years on this earth is that younger guys have different views about sexuality. Well most of them anyways. When i was younger and we would talk about people sucking dicks or eating people out. I would turn my face up and say EW I would never do that. Now I have a different view of oral sex. In my opinion it’s okay to do that with someone you’re intimate with. Yet most younger guys I’ve met go ewww…no. Eating a girl out is nasty, and ewww no a girl that sucks dick is a jump off, hoe, etc. It’s like they’re afraid of pussy, they want their dicks sucked, but they don’t want their girlfriends to do it. Which makes no since to me. So i’d rather date an older guy who thinks the same way that I do, and is a little more mature than a younger guy. I’ve always liked older men. <.< Yet all older men don’t think like this.

Just like I stated earlier all older men aren’t mature. Let’s take Mike ( I’ve changed the name for certain reasons.) I dated him for a short period of time. I was 17, he was 22. As far a sex went, I was inexperienced and I thought he could teach me some things. At first I thought he was cool and mature. Until a few weeks later I found out he was…the complete opposite. Talking to him reminded me of when I would talk to guys my age or younger. Then when it came to having sex, it seems as if he put his needs before mine. He would cum and ask me if I’m done, or something like that. I would just look at him with a raised brow like, yeah…sure. Which also led me to find out something else. Ladies a big dick is useless if the guy has no idea how to use it. So there I was having sex because I was bored, and still getting nothing out of it.

In the end that “relationship” ended for certain reasons that shall not be named.

That’s my opener to the blogging world and I’m sticking to it ^.^

Hello and Welcome

Hello,

I’m A Lady Named D. Welcome to my blog. As of now i don’t have a clear idea of what i want it to be about, but I feel that as I go along, that will become clearer and clearer to me. As of now I would love to discuss upcoming books, that might be interesting, poltics ( I’m a liberal beware, actually im pretty open to others ideas so feel free to comment freely. I love debating), music (I’m opening to learning about new music if anyyone has anything to suggest), movies, food, etc. Basically anything that pops into my mind, i’ll talk about it. I’m also going to discuss Art, Artist, Photographers and Spoken word artist.  Now i know your thinking, well who are you? If you read more you can figure that out. Anways thats all i have to blog about today. In the future this will be more organized and longer.

~A Lady Named D~