Older Guys V. Younger Guys: part 1 rated M

So a while back probably when I was about 16 years old I realized I liked older guys. Better yet, I preferred them to younger guys, although I never really could understand why. At first I blamed in the the fact that many guys my age and younger and immature. Which they are, until I dated a few older guys who were just as equally immature. It was heartbreaking I assure you. Anyways I figured I want to talk about sex, honestly and openly. If sex makes you nervous or whatever, than don’t read this. If it disgust you please don’t read this. *Ahem* If you have a problem with people having sex before marriage and you think I’m a bad person who will burn in the pits of Hell…than leave. Don’t waste your time typing a comment, which will in turn make me waste my time deleting it. Why the hell would you read this after this disclaimer if you felt that way? Than again there are those kinds of people.

Now back to the topic. One thing I noticed during my short almost 19 years on this earth is that younger guys have different views about sexuality. Well most of them anyways. When i was younger and we would talk about people sucking dicks or eating people out. I would turn my face up and say EW I would never do that. Now I have a different view of oral sex. In my opinion it’s okay to do that with someone you’re intimate with. Yet most younger guys I’ve met go ewww…no. Eating a girl out is nasty, and ewww no a girl that sucks dick is a jump off, hoe, etc. It’s like they’re afraid of pussy, they want their dicks sucked, but they don’t want their girlfriends to do it. Which makes no since to me. So i’d rather date an older guy who thinks the same way that I do, and is a little more mature than a younger guy. I’ve always liked older men. <.< Yet all older men don’t think like this.

Just like I stated earlier all older men aren’t mature. Let’s take Mike ( I’ve changed the name for certain reasons.) I dated him for a short period of time. I was 17, he was 22. As far a sex went, I was inexperienced and I thought he could teach me some things. At first I thought he was cool and mature. Until a few weeks later I found out he was…the complete opposite. Talking to him reminded me of when I would talk to guys my age or younger. Then when it came to having sex, it seems as if he put his needs before mine. He would cum and ask me if I’m done, or something like that. I would just look at him with a raised brow like, yeah…sure. Which also led me to find out something else. Ladies a big dick is useless if the guy has no idea how to use it. So there I was having sex because I was bored, and still getting nothing out of it.

In the end that “relationship” ended for certain reasons that shall not be named.

That’s my opener to the blogging world and I’m sticking to it ^.^